Terça-feira, Janeiro 19, 2010

Heartbreaks and promises
I've had more than my share
I'm tired of giving my love
And getting nowhere, nowhere

What I need is somebody
Who really cares
I really need a lover
I lover that wants to be there

It's been so long since
I touched a wanting hand
I can't put my love on the line
That I hope you'll understand

So baby if you want me
You've got to show me love
Words are so easy to say, oh ahh
You've got to show me love

I'm tired of getting caught up
In those one night affairs
What I really need is somebody
Who will always be there

Don't you promise me the world
All that I've already heard
This time around for me baby
Actions speak louder than words

If you're looking for devotion
Talk to me
Come with your heart in your hands
Because my love is guaranteed

So baby if you want me
You've got to show me love
Words are so easy to say, oh ahh
You've got to show me love

Atrofios das 3.30 da manha

Se ela é merda e tem o que tem, o que quer dizer que eu sou!?
Estou farta deste vazio... quero sentir de novo...

Segunda-feira, Janeiro 18, 2010

Dias como hoje fazem-me sentir falta...

Sexta-feira, Janeiro 15, 2010

My pain filled drama queen is always screaming at your bed
Getting ready to buy you out
'Cause we all know
What goes around comes around
You should've known what I was all about
Do not test me

'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world
Get on your knees
I'm the fucking king of the world
Do as I please

So get up and get out and I'll show you
What it means for me to control you
'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world

Keep your head down
Untill I tell you to speak
You're not giving me the run around
When you fall back
Unto my coffin
No you should've stayed out of my way
Do not test me

'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world
Get on you knees
I'm the fucking king of the world
Do as I place

So get up and get out and I'll show you
What it means for me to control you
'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world

Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me

[Scream]

Get on you knees
'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world
Do as I please

So get up and get out and I'll show you
What it means for me to control you

'Cause I'm the fucking king, fucking king of the world
Do as I please
I'm the fucking king, fucking king of the world
Get on you knees

I'm the fucking king, the fucking king of the world, yeah
(Fucking king of the world)

Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me at my feet you'll bow to me

Quarta-feira, Janeiro 06, 2010

Posso estar a viver uma ilusão temporaria, mas ao menos temporariamente esta ajudar-me!
Finalmente acho que consegui meter na minha cabeça, pelo menos por enquanto, que primeiro tenho realmente que amar-me e cuidar de mim para alguem conseguir olhar para mim do modo como eu me vejo. Para que alquem possa-me dar o valor que eu sei que mereço e devia de ter.
Finalmente compreendo que estou rodeada de pessoas que amam-me, de amigos que fariam de tudo por mim, amigos que acarinham-me e acompanham-me...
Agora tudo o que preciso é um pouco mais de força de vontade e lutar por mim.
Não existe passado, não existe futuro, tudo o que existe é o presente. E este meu presente esta repleto de tudo de bom devido a voces, devido a ti especialmente que fazes me sentir a rainha do mundo so com a tua simples amizade.
Pena a paixão não poder ser comprada num supermecado.. seriamos perfeitas juntas! Mas, ao menos ter  a amizade que temos, não tens noção o bem que me faz, e de certo a ti tb. E um dia, iremos encontrar o que temos como amigas em alguem que podera juntar á mistura a paixão que em nós nunca foi criada.
És a minha numero um, e sempre serás, salvaste-me de um poço sem fim e fizeste-me acreditar em mim de novo. Não poderia desejar por uma amizade mais leal, real e carinhosa como a nossa... You are perfect*

Quarta-feira, Dezembro 30, 2009

One day when you open your eyes, you will realize it was me all along...true the fog of dreams we will recognize eachother...

Terça-feira, Dezembro 29, 2009

You said you'd be there for me
in times of trouble when I need you and I'm down.
And likewise you need friendship.
It's from my side pure love but I see lately things have been changing.
You have goals to achieve,
but the roads you take are broad and heartless.
That wants you make another way.
You throw stones.
Can you see that I am human, I am breathing?
But you don't give a damn.

~

Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing
Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing

~

Blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood,
blood, blood, blood, blood, blood keeps rushing

And now the world is asleep.
How will you ever wake her up when she is deep in her dreams, wishing?
And yet so many die,
and still we think that it is all about us, it's all about you.
You sold your soul
to the evil and the lust and the passion and the money and you
see innocent ones die,
people hunger for decades, suffer under civilized armed robbers, modern slaveholders.

~

Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing
Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing

~

Blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood, blood,
blood, blood, blood, blood, blood keeps rushing

Evaded, eliminated, erased, interrogated.
Our tradition, our love for our fellow countrymen, our property, our resources, our pride.

Oh, can you feel, can you feel my heart beating?
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, you don't.

~

Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing
Can you feel my heart is beating
Can you see the pain you're causing 


Nneka - heartbeat

Segunda-feira, Dezembro 28, 2009

Todos os dias luto para tentar esconder certa parte de mim, matar algo em mim. Todos os dias tento tornar-me em algo que não sou. Mas a verdade, é que não está a funcionar.
Sinto falta de amar e ser amada. Sinto falta daquele abraço, daquela pessoa que faz esquecer aqueles problemas.
Sinto falta de acordar de manha com um sorriso rasgado por saber que aquela pessoa existe.
Sinto falta das pequenas surpresas, dos pequenos pormenores que fazem tudo parecer o encaixe prefeito.
Sinto falta dos olhares, dos toques, das mais simples palavras.
Sinto falta dos sonhos criados num abraçar caloroso.
Sinto falta daquele mundo que só nós compreendemos, que só a nós pertence.
Sinto saudade do que ainda não tive e sempre quis ter…

Domingo, Dezembro 27, 2009

Precisava de um pouco de esperança,
precisava de saber que não sou a unica, 
precisava saber que ainda é possivel, 
precisava de saber que irá acontecer...