...O que começa em caos acaba em caos...

Truth

How could you hurt me like this?

How could you fear me like this?

I know that all the words are just words

I think that you don't know what it means

I think that it might be true

I think I've been a fool

Oh, don't you think?

All I've done now, all I've said

All I've read, it was for real

It was for real

But I know that

That dreams are just dreams

And I know that

You're not what it used to be love

Oh love

Oh love

All I've done, all I've said

All I've read, it was for real

All I've known, all I've feared

All I've said it was for real

How could you hurt me like this?

How could you fear me like this?

I know that all the words are just words

It can't be real

The gift

It´s the fear

It waits for the day I will let it out.
(To) give it a reason, to give its might

I fear who I am becoming
I feel that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it
my strength it is fading
I have to give in.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.
Hold down your head now,
just let me pass by.

Don't feed my fear,
if you don't want it out.
I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing all beauty within.
I can no longer restrain it,
my strength it is fading,
I have to give in.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.
Long ago it came to me
and ever since that day,
infected with its rage
but it ends today.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.

Within Temptation

Ridiculo

Human Race

Feeling so lonely,
not knowing what to do,
that’s how I always live my life!
I hate being in this world!
All full of motherfuckers,
and hypocrites.

All of you should burn in hell!
so much bullshit,
ain’t worth our time,
fucking society
Ruining my life.

Human race should burn in hell!
Love is the fuckiest feeling,
feel it and die.

I want death!
I want the easy way out!
I wanna be the coward!
Kill me motherfucker!

Fev 22 2001

Have you ever

Have you ever taken a sharp knife,
And ran it slowly over your skin,
Leaving a red trail behind,
Giving you that excruciating feeling,
That you have so much desired?

Call me sick,
Call me twisted
Call me mentally disturbed
Your words don’t affect me anymore.

Ya know why I’ve becomed like this?
Because of you
Because of the coldness you used to deal with me,
Because of the pain you brought me.

Call me sick,
Call me twisted,
Call me mentally disturbed,
But all I really am
Is in painIn pain ‘cause of you.

April 11 1999

... I did it again... I made a mistake...

E o dia dos namorados aproxima-se, mais um dia comercial! Mais um dia de promessas vazias e corações partidos....

As vezes corre assim

Gummy diz:
TAS BOA?
Gummy diz:
*
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
eh vai se andando e tu
Gummy diz:
tas smp andando
Gummy diz:
nc tas bem?
Gummy diz:
es cmo eu
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
lololol tar bem é algo mt relativo.. tu nc tas 24h por dia bem
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
so os malucos é que tao
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
e como eu nao sou maluca
Gummy diz:
es es

Um neurótico é alguém que passa metade da sua vida a armar ciladas e a outra metade a cair nelas...

Jorge Bucay

Anyday

Anyday, now...it's gonna start-my real life.
And anyday, now...everything is gonna be alright..
Anyday, now...life's gonna get real good.
And somehow...life'll be like I said it would

Anyday, now-mark my word
Anyday, now-I will be heard!
Anyday, now-my ship will finally come in...

Anyday, now... I'm gonna jump right in.
And anyday, now...my destiny will begin.
And until then I'll just be here
Wasting my time...

But, don't you worry,I'll be just fine..
Anyday, now-mark my word!
Anyday, now-I will be heard!
Anyday, now-my ship will finally come in