Truth

How could you hurt me like this?

How could you fear me like this?

I know that all the words are just words

I think that you don't know what it means

I think that it might be true

I think I've been a fool

Oh, don't you think?

All I've done now, all I've said

All I've read, it was for real

It was for real

But I know that

That dreams are just dreams

And I know that

You're not what it used to be love

Oh love

Oh love

All I've done, all I've said

All I've read, it was for real

All I've known, all I've feared

All I've said it was for real

How could you hurt me like this?

How could you fear me like this?

I know that all the words are just words

It can't be real

The gift

It´s the fear

It waits for the day I will let it out.
(To) give it a reason, to give its might

I fear who I am becoming
I feel that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it
my strength it is fading
I have to give in.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.
Hold down your head now,
just let me pass by.

Don't feed my fear,
if you don't want it out.
I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing all beauty within.
I can no longer restrain it,
my strength it is fading,
I have to give in.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.
Long ago it came to me
and ever since that day,
infected with its rage
but it ends today.

(It's the fear)
Fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
That one day will come to life.

(Have to save)
To save my beloved
there is no escape
because my fate is horror and doom.

Within Temptation

Ridiculo

Human Race

Feeling so lonely,
not knowing what to do,
that’s how I always live my life!
I hate being in this world!
All full of motherfuckers,
and hypocrites.

All of you should burn in hell!
so much bullshit,
ain’t worth our time,
fucking society
Ruining my life.

Human race should burn in hell!
Love is the fuckiest feeling,
feel it and die.

I want death!
I want the easy way out!
I wanna be the coward!
Kill me motherfucker!

Fev 22 2001

Have you ever

Have you ever taken a sharp knife,
And ran it slowly over your skin,
Leaving a red trail behind,
Giving you that excruciating feeling,
That you have so much desired?

Call me sick,
Call me twisted
Call me mentally disturbed
Your words don’t affect me anymore.

Ya know why I’ve becomed like this?
Because of you
Because of the coldness you used to deal with me,
Because of the pain you brought me.

Call me sick,
Call me twisted,
Call me mentally disturbed,
But all I really am
Is in painIn pain ‘cause of you.

April 11 1999

... I did it again... I made a mistake...

E o dia dos namorados aproxima-se, mais um dia comercial! Mais um dia de promessas vazias e corações partidos....

As vezes corre assim

Gummy diz:
TAS BOA?
Gummy diz:
*
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
eh vai se andando e tu
Gummy diz:
tas smp andando
Gummy diz:
nc tas bem?
Gummy diz:
es cmo eu
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
lololol tar bem é algo mt relativo.. tu nc tas 24h por dia bem
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
so os malucos é que tao
Xx sM xX..This sadness won't let go, no matter how hard I try there´s somethin strange deep in my heart…Unchain my soul..Xx sM xX diz:
e como eu nao sou maluca
Gummy diz:
es es

Um neurótico é alguém que passa metade da sua vida a armar ciladas e a outra metade a cair nelas...

Jorge Bucay

Anyday

Anyday, now...it's gonna start-my real life.
And anyday, now...everything is gonna be alright..
Anyday, now...life's gonna get real good.
And somehow...life'll be like I said it would

Anyday, now-mark my word
Anyday, now-I will be heard!
Anyday, now-my ship will finally come in...

Anyday, now... I'm gonna jump right in.
And anyday, now...my destiny will begin.
And until then I'll just be here
Wasting my time...

But, don't you worry,I'll be just fine..
Anyday, now-mark my word!
Anyday, now-I will be heard!
Anyday, now-my ship will finally come in

Familia

Desde pequenita que oiço que a família é que deve ser o mais importante, que a família é que nos quer bem e só devemos confiar nela. No entanto a cada passo que dou na minha vida sou puxada para pensar o contrario! Como se diz família família negócios a parte, fazer negócios com familiares é a pior coisa que se pode fazer pois ninguém vai abusar tanto de ti como eles! Parece que pensam que só porque são família podem fazer o que lhes apetece que não têm que pagar pelos seus actos...

Porque é que a família tem que ser o mais importante na nossa vida? Porque temos o mesmo sangue? Só por isso? Eu tenho uma família muito grande e a maioria nem conheço, e as que conheço também não somos de grandes amizades. Eles nem sabem que tipo de musica que eu gosto quanto mais se eu estou feliz ou triste alias será que eles ate se importam se não estou feliz? Mas tenho que os por em primeiro lugar em relação a tudo?

Eu sempre considerei os meus amigos mais importantes que a minha família (tirando algumas pessoas é claro como os meus avos e os meus pais porque esse pronto são aquela base) porque enquanto a família tu não escolhes e tens que atura-la para sempre os amigos são pessoas que tu escolhes a dedo são pessoas que tu convives diariamente porque queres e não por obrigação e esses sim para mim são a nossa família. Sangue para mim não quer dizer nada se não houver acções para demonstrar que as pessoas realmente se preocupam connosco e querem o nosso bem e que ate simplesmente temos coisas em comuns para poder ter uma amizade solida.

E ai esta um grande ponto ao que queria chegar, somos familiares mas amigos será que somos?

Unchain

This sadness won't let go
It's hold of me
No matter how hard I try

There's something strange deep inside of my heart
And nothing really matters to me

I'm so alone
My heart is bleeding
Unchain my soul and let me go

I close my eyes and taste my fears
Down there so alone
Sorrow inside made me bleed
I need you to unchain me

Sorrow inside made me bleed
I need you to unchain me

I close my eyes and taste my fears
Down there so alone
Sorrow inside made me bleed
I need you to unchain me

Sorrow inside made me bleed
I need you to unchain me

Unchain me
I need you to unchain me
Unchain me
I need you to unchain me

Lullacry

Show me heaven

I light up one more cigarette
watch the blue smoke
playing with my thoughts in the air
don´t wanna lose myself, lose myself
in this silent empty space
(in a silent empty space)

you put your head down on my lap
talk of the future
where will we end up on our way
don´t wanna lose myself, lose myself

in this ocean full of lies
so tell me why and show me how
You could be my, you could be my god (my god)
show me heaven, show my how to love (to love, to love, to love, to love)

Where are you spending time tonight
am I there with you
will we two ever stay together
don´t wanna lose myself

lose myself

in this ocean full of lies
so tell my why and show me how

You could be my, you could be my god (my god)
show me heaven, show my how to love (to love, to love, to love, to love)

You could be my, you could be my god (my god)
show me heaven, show my how to love (to love, to love, to love, to love)

don´t wanna lose myself, (my God)
show me heaven, show my how to love
how to love
how to love

Everything

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life
To my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
(Ahh Yeahhh)
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper, now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything...
When how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Oh And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this...

Lifehouse

Se eu soubesse...

`Sei lá quem eu sou! Sou a roupagem de um fogem que partiu numa romagem e nunca mais voltou! Sou mais um mau, sou mais um pecador...`

Florbela Espanca

Time flies

I'ts been such a funny day

I don't know why

Walking on an endless lane

Life passing me by

Tommorow is calling

But I'm dragging my feet

The skies are indecently clear

But I can't dtand the heat

Sleepwalking in a haze

Stumbling like a child

Dragons that I used to chase

Tease me from inside

The future's uncertain

Just like yesterday

Memories of heaven

Can't be taken away

You know, time flies

And the rebels, one day

They all go quiet

Ain't no money, ain't nobody

That can buy you peace of mind

They say you can learn from your mistakes

It's a lie

My redemption has been staged

Numerous times

But the angel of passion

Still taunt me, in my sleep

They keep throwing petals and thorns

Underneath my feet

You know, time flies

And the rebels, one day

They all go quiet

Ain't no money, ain't nobody

That can buy you peace of mind

Vaya con dios

Mine for life

Man I'm in trouble, 'cause I can't see clear.
My head is pounding harder and you're not here, are never here.
But I had it once, but not anymore.
Well now I am tired and now I am bored, well I'm so bored.
But I could never leave you, even though I've tried.
No I could never leave you, 'cause you are mine for life.
I've been lost I've been found, I've been fooling around.
I've been hold, I've been told, I've been changing my mind.
I've been up, I've been down, come on in, take your time.
I've been low, I've been high, I'm in love with this lie.
Aooooooo. Do you feel the same?
Aooooooo. It wears me out again.
If this is called living, well don't count me in.
Sure I feel alive, but it doesn't mean a thing, no nothing.
But I could never leave you, even though I've tried.
No I could never leave you, 'cause you are mine for life.
I've been lost I've been found, I've been fooling around.
I've been hold, I've been told, I've been changing my mind.
I've been up, I've been down, come on in, take your time.
I've been low, I've been high, I'm in love with this lie.
Aooooooo. Do you feel the same?
Aooooooo. It wears me out again.
Aooooooo. Do you feel the same?
Aooooooo. It wears me out again.
Aooooooo. Do you feel the same?
Aooooooo. It wears me out again.
I've been lost I've been found, I've been fooling around.
I've been up, I've been down, come on in, take your time.
I've been low, I've been high, I'm in love with this lie.
So good, It's so good, so good, HA!
And bring me up just to kick me down.
'n fix me up, just to kick me down.
Kick it, kick it, kick it AH!
And bring me down yeah yeah.

The Sounds